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Sustain to Floor

by Sam Oxford

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We spent our nights dancing all across the sky, Stealing Orion’s belt and jarring excess light. We’d look down staring at vacant tracks, Tracing the fault lines and watching the growing cracks. You took me through fallow fields And presented the season’s yield— You reaped in the summertime— And poured me a sour wine. We drank to transparency, Headstrong in our apathy. We smothered all the lights As our skeletons danced in sight. Out of the floorboards so slowly they’d rise. Taking a silver fork and gouging out our eyes. Our upset stomachs, so deep they would shout For what our twisted tongues were trying to go without.
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Room 411 03:38
The room is empty except for a man I can’t say I know. He sits next to me, holds my hand, As pale as the snow That I would play in, (in) special days When my dad had gone away So in turn I would skip school. I build his body, give him a face, A charcoal Cheshire grin. That grin opens, says, “I love you, dad.” A warmth spreads through my skin. I hold him tight. He melts away. I cry to God, “Why can’t he stay!?” But God says that, “Visiting hours are over.” Now I’m alone inside my house, Grieving for his loss. I draw a picture to remember The friend I loved too much. And dad comes home to failing grades And tears my drawing, (drawing) tears from my eyes. He says, “Hey dad I’m back.”
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Lou and Jay 06:28
Lou hasn’t slept in sixteen days He’s been stuck in a somber daze Glassy red eyes stare At Jay’s empty wicker chair Lou steps out into fog To the shed he slogs “We’ll never be apart,” Jay said And he beckons Lou to bed Lou walks with a brisk pace Through the unoiled gates Splinters slide in Lou’s spine When he climbs in the cheap pine “Forever Yours, Forever Mine.”
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r/LumberJack 03:25
This December night has trapped me Snowy, rolling hills all I see I look up for the moon, But the moon is nowhere to be seen. I went back up to the tree, Where under stars you said you’d be With me, and I chopped it down With a dull and rusted hatchet. I pick at my tooth abscess Thinking of your red prom dress The blood and pus still don’t flow The tree has fallen, but the roots are still deep in the earth below.
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They go down to the lake— Fingers frozen, half awake. A minute, old, Broken watch that still shines gold Stares back at them from the spot With a cracked face. A blood clot. One hand hiccups; a twitching tick, going belly up. AM static sounds, Panting hunting hounds Live deep within Their crushed tobacco tin. He unleashed the hounds five years ago, Next to a rotten willow. As canines dined, He shoved his hand right into their spine, And began to invade south. Something slithered in their mouth. Choking on their tongue While his left hand collapsed around their lung. AM static sounds And trained hunting hounds Entered their tin, When he stole their skin. They caught a scent, It smelled like his deodorant— Just a hiker passing by, Enough to draw blackwater from their eyes. Old tears still shed As painful as they once bled, When the wounds were fresh, Underneath their unscarred flesh.
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Tide Pools 07:07
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The walls are dancing Into twisted shapes. Squinting I almost can Find the outline of your face. Our apprehensive hands Brush, jump then come back As old lines ask to be retraced. The carpet where we sit (Our fingers intertwined) Darts out the window— It’s headed for the sky. We hold each other close— Its been quite some time Since we hopped the fare for this ride. The wild wind rushes All throughout our hair. We start to shiver, But find it hard to care. Your racing heartbeat Is locked in time with mine. And each breath is heavier than air.

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released February 12, 2021

Sam Oxford—Performance, Writing, Recording, Mixing

Reese Jenkins—Barks on “Bitter Springnight’s Air”

Onyx Jenkins—Barks on “Bitter Springnight’s Air”

Teagan Okutman— Sung Vocals on “Lou and Jay” and “Bitter Springnight’s Air”, Spoken Vocals on "Lou and Jay"

Tommy Folderauer—Vocals on “Room 411”

Tyrus Mataban—Piano on “Room 411” and “Tide Pools”

Will Bricca—Trumpet on “Tide Pools”

Allison Lord—Photography and Album Art

CJ Lawrence—Writing on “The Scorpions' Dance”

Chase Jenkins—Recording Barking

Jennifer Watson—Writing on “The Scorpion’s Dance”, Mixing, Mastering

Thia Schreyer—Writing on “The Scorpions' Dance”, Mixing

Roman Adolfs—Writing on “Tide Pools”

Sam Boggs—Watch Breakening, Guinea Pig, Emotional Support

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Dreamy crescendocore for the genderqueer sadsack.

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